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Takida - Reason To Cry
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söndag 14 november 2010
tisdag 9 november 2010
Så himla ledsen...
Klockan är lite över halv fem på morgonen och jag har fortfarande inte kunnat somna. Jag har gråtit i flera timmar och känner mig som ett förtvivlat litet barn. Pappa och jag åkte till graven på kvällen och jag har gråtit ända sedan vi var där. Usch, vad det här känns på riktigt och ända in i märgen.
Nu när jag inte har sovit har jag också lärt mig att göra en minnesvideo. Sången heter Precious Child och sjungs av Karen Taylor-Good och kan laddas ner här: http://www.karentaylorgood.com/free_mp3_downloads.html
Hon skrev den till en pojke som dog när han var 21 år. Precis som Jonny.
Nu när jag inte har sovit har jag också lärt mig att göra en minnesvideo. Sången heter Precious Child och sjungs av Karen Taylor-Good och kan laddas ner här: http://www.karentaylorgood.com/free_mp3_downloads.html
Hon skrev den till en pojke som dog när han var 21 år. Precis som Jonny.
lördag 30 oktober 2010
Hollywood Undead - The Diary
Cuz I don't wanna be like this,
I've been running these streets
for too long now, I've got nothing,
that's true, but this song now.
But the further I go,
I wanna go home.
I fuckin swear that I care,
but it's hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare.
Oh my desolate soul, in my desolate home, it's my desolate role, yeah I'm here all alone.
I can't think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed, curtains closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak.
Tolerance at it's peak, another fifth just to sleep.
Oh woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need love.
Hoes ya see, Hoes ya see, I'm just in a rut.
And I swear I'm trying, baby please, baby don't leave.
God Damn I'm a fuck up, but I guess that's just me.
So I'll sit in my room and I'll cry in my bed, thinking about all the shit that made me wrong in my head.
I keep trying to climb but it seems so steep, pour myself a fuckin whiskey and go back to sleep, bitch.
Cuz I don't wanna be like this,
I've been running these streets
for too long now, I've got nothing,
that's true, but this song now.
But the further I go,
I wanna go home.
I watched my momma cry, she says "baby why", I say "baby die".
Baby's gone, like a suicide.
I don't think you'll see him soon, mom.
stay out my room, mom.
Tell daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you, mom.
I sing this shit for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan.
These beers keep gettin warmer every time that I hold em.
I pour this out for you like a partner in crime.
It's part of the times, when your sick in the mind.
Yeah I'm sick, oh so sick, I'm so sick of this shit.
Yeah I'm lit, I'm so lit, I'm so fucked up off it.
So I stumble around, till I stumble, fall down to this puddle of my tears laying here on the ground.
When you've got nothing left, you've got nothing left to lose.
With my last and single breath, I'll still be singing to you.
So when you bury me, man, you better bury me deep.
And sing along to this song cuz you're broken like me.
Cuz I don't wanna be like this,
I've been running these streets
for too long now, I've got nothing,
that's true, but this song now.
But the further I go,
I wanna go home.
And I wanna go back to the start,
back where we started from.
And I know it's been so long.
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along.
I've been running these streets
for too long now, I've got nothing,
that's true, but this song now.
But the further I go,
I wanna go home.
I fuckin swear that I care,
but it's hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare.
Oh my desolate soul, in my desolate home, it's my desolate role, yeah I'm here all alone.
I can't think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed, curtains closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak.
Tolerance at it's peak, another fifth just to sleep.
Oh woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need love.
Hoes ya see, Hoes ya see, I'm just in a rut.
And I swear I'm trying, baby please, baby don't leave.
God Damn I'm a fuck up, but I guess that's just me.
So I'll sit in my room and I'll cry in my bed, thinking about all the shit that made me wrong in my head.
I keep trying to climb but it seems so steep, pour myself a fuckin whiskey and go back to sleep, bitch.
Cuz I don't wanna be like this,
I've been running these streets
for too long now, I've got nothing,
that's true, but this song now.
But the further I go,
I wanna go home.
I watched my momma cry, she says "baby why", I say "baby die".
Baby's gone, like a suicide.
I don't think you'll see him soon, mom.
stay out my room, mom.
Tell daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you, mom.
I sing this shit for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan.
These beers keep gettin warmer every time that I hold em.
I pour this out for you like a partner in crime.
It's part of the times, when your sick in the mind.
Yeah I'm sick, oh so sick, I'm so sick of this shit.
Yeah I'm lit, I'm so lit, I'm so fucked up off it.
So I stumble around, till I stumble, fall down to this puddle of my tears laying here on the ground.
When you've got nothing left, you've got nothing left to lose.
With my last and single breath, I'll still be singing to you.
So when you bury me, man, you better bury me deep.
And sing along to this song cuz you're broken like me.
Cuz I don't wanna be like this,
I've been running these streets
for too long now, I've got nothing,
that's true, but this song now.
But the further I go,
I wanna go home.
And I wanna go back to the start,
back where we started from.
And I know it's been so long.
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along.
fredag 15 oktober 2010
Musiken som spelades på begravningen
Under själva begravningsakten spelades The Diary av Hollywood Undead och Safe and Sound av Rebelution. Jonny ville själv att de två skulle spelas på hans begravning. Känns lite sjukt att en 21-åring planerar för sin egen begravning. 21-åringar borde planera sin första lägenhet eller vilket jobb de drömmer om att ha. Men det var i alla fall skönt att veta att det blev rätt, så som Jonny skulle ha velat ha det.
Sedan spelades en skiva med låtar där flera av Jonnys vänner har hjälpt mig med vilken musik han tycker om. Valde ut dem som jag kände igen att Jonny har spelat mycket hemma och som jag kände att Jonny skulle ha velat höra.
I'll Be Missing You - Puff Daddy/Faith Evans
Babylon Brinner (Remix) - Carlito ft Jacco & Aki
Rise Up - Yves Larock
Freedom - Akon
Srew Face - Ziggi
Me Quieren Arrestar - Rey Chesta
Nappy Roots Day - Nappy Roots
Helicopter Cah Land - Jungle
One Day - Matisyahu
White Trash Beautiful - Everlast
Änglabarn - Ken Ring
Angels Son - Sevendust
Bye Bye Johnny - Return
My Own Way - Tree 6 Mafia
Straight From My Heart - Sean Paul
Sedan spelades en skiva med låtar där flera av Jonnys vänner har hjälpt mig med vilken musik han tycker om. Valde ut dem som jag kände igen att Jonny har spelat mycket hemma och som jag kände att Jonny skulle ha velat höra.
I'll Be Missing You - Puff Daddy/Faith Evans
Babylon Brinner (Remix) - Carlito ft Jacco & Aki
Rise Up - Yves Larock
Freedom - Akon
Srew Face - Ziggi
Me Quieren Arrestar - Rey Chesta
Nappy Roots Day - Nappy Roots
Helicopter Cah Land - Jungle
One Day - Matisyahu
White Trash Beautiful - Everlast
Änglabarn - Ken Ring
Angels Son - Sevendust
Bye Bye Johnny - Return
My Own Way - Tree 6 Mafia
Straight From My Heart - Sean Paul
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